OK.
Yeah.
Now
Someone's coming on Monday
I'm nervous that
Someone coming on Tuesday.
But I'm scared
Someone's coming on Wednesday.
that
But I'm nervous.
Yeah
Yeah.
I'm nervous that,
but I'm flattered that
I'm, I'm nervous. That I may not be able to fill this role, that I may not
be able to fill this role, but I'm flattered. That the family asked me to
do this, that the family asked.
So, uh,
what I do.
What I, uh, what I go ahead and do is I put on the Santa suit. And I go
outside and I go to the front door and I say, oh. Merry Christmas and
Charlotte Jane
and I go outside and I go to the front door and I say,
ho ho ho. Merry Christmas and Charlotte Jane.
So I go outside and I go to the front door and I say, Oh Merry Christmas
and Charlotte Jane.
So I go outside and I go to the front door and I say,
ho ho ho. Merry Christmas and Charlotte Jane comes running up to me and
she's really excited
and I take over by the Christmas tree. And I sit on my lap and I ask her,
have you been a good girl, Charlotte Jane? And
What do you?
One for Christmas.
Charlotte Jane.
And then it hits me.
I'm this 20 year old kid in a Santa suit, and there's this 40 year old
woman on my knee. Who absolutely believes that I'm Santa.
And I'm not some piece of tea. wild
Flip
the rack.
You.
If not now, when, if not now, when, if not now, when, if not now, when?
And her mother
Is serving us these these Christmas cookies.
And he and I are talking about the wrongs. And the rights.
Of suicide bombing.
And we become To the same conclusion that
We both want what's best.
Or what's good
Or what's best
Or what's good.
What's best
What's good?
Because we all want what's best. Don't we?
Now
she was.
and at the time that she was sworn naked
naked.
And the stress, it just, it just said yes to at the time that she born
that she was or it could have been. naked
naked naked. It's too real. It was. It was to someone else, someone who was not, uh, it could have been. But, but naked naked is she's she's too
naked. It's, it's too real. It was too real. It was to someone else,
someone who is not me, she's a bad or evil person or shame. It's just that
naked.
It's not me,
uh, she's me or
or evil person. It's just that
that shame she's naked. She's too naked. Could you please put the direct.
Could you please put the dress back on? Could you please put the dress
back on?
Yeah.
OK.
Yeah.
Mhm.
Yeah.
Yeah
Uh
She
That's good.
Yeah.
What's best?
Well it's good.
What's best?