WEBVTT 00:00:08.269 --> 00:00:10.269 OK. 00:00:27.420 --> 00:00:31.296 Yeah. 00:00:31.329 --> 00:00:39.329 Yeah. 00:00:40.179 --> 00:00:42.385 Now 00:00:42.418 --> 00:00:47.046 Someone's coming on Monday 00:00:47.079 --> 00:00:53.207 I'm nervous that 00:00:53.240 --> 00:01:00.097 Someone coming on Tuesday. 00:01:00.130 --> 00:01:08.130 But I'm scared 00:01:09.459 --> 00:01:17.459 Someone's coming on Wednesday. 00:01:21.900 --> 00:01:27.046 that 00:01:27.079 --> 00:01:35.079 But I'm nervous. 00:01:36.909 --> 00:01:39.967 Yeah 00:01:40.000 --> 00:01:44.397 Yeah. 00:01:44.430 --> 00:01:48.536 I'm nervous that, 00:01:48.569 --> 00:01:52.617 but I'm flattered that 00:01:52.650 --> 00:01:58.596 I'm, I'm nervous. That I may not be able to fill this role, that I may not 00:01:58.629 --> 00:02:04.826 be able to fill this role, but I'm flattered. That the family asked me to 00:02:04.859 --> 00:02:09.677 do this, that the family asked. 00:02:09.710 --> 00:02:12.166 So, uh, 00:02:12.199 --> 00:02:15.126 what I do. 00:02:15.159 --> 00:02:23.159 What I, uh, what I go ahead and do is I put on the Santa suit. And I go 00:02:23.389 --> 00:02:30.446 outside and I go to the front door and I say, oh. Merry Christmas and 00:02:30.479 --> 00:02:35.517 Charlotte Jane 00:02:35.550 --> 00:02:40.896 and I go outside and I go to the front door and I say, 00:02:40.929 --> 00:02:47.967 ho ho ho. Merry Christmas and Charlotte Jane. 00:02:48.000 --> 00:02:55.335 So I go outside and I go to the front door and I say, Oh Merry Christmas 00:02:55.368 --> 00:03:00.217 and Charlotte Jane. 00:03:00.250 --> 00:03:05.366 So I go outside and I go to the front door and I say, 00:03:05.399 --> 00:03:13.399 ho ho ho. Merry Christmas and Charlotte Jane comes running up to me and 00:03:13.449 --> 00:03:16.196 she's really excited 00:03:16.229 --> 00:03:24.229 and I take over by the Christmas tree. And I sit on my lap and I ask her, 00:03:25.189 --> 00:03:31.386 have you been a good girl, Charlotte Jane? And 00:03:31.419 --> 00:03:34.116 What do you? 00:03:34.149 --> 00:03:37.775 One for Christmas. 00:03:37.808 --> 00:03:42.717 Charlotte Jane. 00:03:42.750 --> 00:03:46.686 And then it hits me. 00:03:46.719 --> 00:03:50.967 I'm this 20 year old kid in a Santa suit, and there's this 40 year old 00:03:51.000 --> 00:03:59.000 woman on my knee. Who absolutely believes that I'm Santa. 00:03:59.199 --> 00:04:07.106 And I'm not some piece of tea. wild 00:04:07.139 --> 00:04:11.555 Flip 00:04:11.588 --> 00:04:15.396 the rack. 00:04:15.429 --> 00:04:20.786 You. 00:04:20.819 --> 00:04:28.819 If not now, when, if not now, when, if not now, when, if not now, when? 00:04:40.699 --> 00:04:43.757 And her mother 00:04:43.790 --> 00:04:49.127 Is serving us these these Christmas cookies. 00:04:49.160 --> 00:04:57.160 And he and I are talking about the wrongs. And the rights. 00:04:58.019 --> 00:05:02.967 Of suicide bombing. 00:05:03.000 --> 00:05:10.356 And we become To the same conclusion that 00:05:10.389 --> 00:05:18.226 We both want what's best. 00:05:18.259 --> 00:05:26.259 Or what's good 00:05:26.509 --> 00:05:34.509 Or what's best 00:05:34.949 --> 00:05:42.949 Or what's good. 00:05:44.338 --> 00:05:52.338 What's best 00:05:52.619 --> 00:05:58.916 What's good? 00:05:58.949 --> 00:06:06.949 Because we all want what's best. Don't we? 00:06:12.588 --> 00:06:14.645 Now 00:06:14.678 --> 00:06:20.926 she was. 00:06:20.959 --> 00:06:26.437 and at the time that she was sworn naked 00:06:26.470 --> 00:06:28.937 naked. 00:06:28.970 --> 00:06:34.596 And the stress, it just, it just said yes to at the time that she born 00:06:34.629 --> 00:06:42.629 that she was or it could have been. naked 00:06:49.119 --> 00:06:51.379 naked naked. It's too real. It was. It was to someone else, someone who was not, uh, it could have been. But, but naked naked is she's she's too 00:06:53.738 --> 00:06:59.726 naked. It's, it's too real. It was too real. It was to someone else, 00:06:59.759 --> 00:07:06.305 someone who is not me, she's a bad or evil person or shame. It's just that 00:07:06.338 --> 00:07:08.895 naked. 00:07:08.928 --> 00:07:12.926 It's not me, 00:07:12.959 --> 00:07:15.276 uh, she's me or 00:07:15.309 --> 00:07:22.257 or evil person. It's just that 00:07:22.290 --> 00:07:27.838 that shame she's naked. She's too naked. Could you please put the direct. 00:07:28.449 --> 00:07:30.449 Could you please put the dress back on? Could you please put the dress 00:07:33.889 --> 00:07:41.889 back on? 00:08:00.910 --> 00:08:07.036 Yeah. 00:08:07.069 --> 00:08:15.069 Yeah. 00:08:26.939 --> 00:08:31.046 Yeah. 00:08:31.079 --> 00:08:39.079 OK. 00:08:55.190 --> 00:08:57.936 Yeah. 00:08:57.969 --> 00:09:05.969 Mhm. 00:09:06.158 --> 00:09:14.158 Yeah. 00:09:16.119 --> 00:09:24.119 Yeah. 00:09:27.190 --> 00:09:35.190 Yeah 00:09:49.219 --> 00:09:57.219 Uh 00:10:12.109 --> 00:10:20.109 She 00:10:28.340 --> 00:10:32.086 That's good. 00:10:32.119 --> 00:10:39.246 Yeah. 00:10:39.279 --> 00:10:47.279 What's best? 00:10:50.389 --> 00:10:58.389 Well it's good. 00:11:00.440 --> 00:11:02.798 What's best?