WEBVTT 00:01:21.198 --> 00:01:23.198 I was arrested for domestic abuse. 00:01:26.120 --> 00:01:32.197 At least your dress is pretty, but mine's better. 00:01:32.230 --> 00:01:39.885 The cops zip tied me. That you make horrible decisions. I'm better than 00:01:39.918 --> 00:01:43.626 you. I'm I'm better than you. 00:01:43.659 --> 00:01:51.659 Way better than I. 00:02:11.860 --> 00:02:15.005 The 00:02:15.038 --> 00:02:23.038 Sha. 00:02:34.099 --> 00:02:36.446 But 00:02:36.479 --> 00:02:43.275 Look in his eyes 00:02:43.308 --> 00:02:51.308 I pray 00:02:52.669 --> 00:03:00.669 No 00:03:09.189 --> 00:03:17.189 And 00:03:24.088 --> 00:03:26.626 Oh 00:03:26.659 --> 00:03:28.827 Yeah 00:03:28.860 --> 00:03:31.126 To the 00:03:31.159 --> 00:03:37.755 tonight you mean or? Yeah, the stuff I talked to you about 3 times, 00:03:37.788 --> 00:03:44.047 um. Yeah, yeah, 00:03:44.080 --> 00:03:47.656 yeah, I can, I can, yeah, it's a big deal and I. 00:03:47.689 --> 00:03:52.237 Really nervous about it and I'm when you there, not that, not that I'm not 00:03:52.270 --> 00:03:57.225 nervous about. Other things with us lately, but it was still make me feel 00:03:57.258 --> 00:03:59.666 better. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, what do you mean? wait, wait, wait, 00:03:59.699 --> 00:04:04.967 wait, what do you mean? It's just, it's, I'm tired of of the way that 00:04:05.000 --> 00:04:09.646 things are with us, uh, OK. 00:04:09.679 --> 00:04:12.316 I don't know how to respond to that. What are you, what are you trying to 00:04:12.349 --> 00:04:17.726 tell me? I just feel like you're constantly. Just playing these games with 00:04:17.759 --> 00:04:19.995 me that. 00:04:20.028 --> 00:04:24.055 know how to respond to I don't know what you mean by playing these games, 00:04:24.088 --> 00:04:31.515 I, I don't do that. I, I'm pretty straightforward with you, uh. I'm always 00:04:31.548 --> 00:04:35.596 there for you, so, uh, this is, this is pretty exciting for me to hear you 00:04:35.629 --> 00:04:39.877 actually, uh, I, I don't know what you want from me anymore. You're 00:04:39.910 --> 00:04:44.325 constantly manipulating my words, manipulating me, making me feel bad 00:04:44.358 --> 00:04:48.015 about everything. I, I, I, I don't know what you want from me anymore, I 00:04:48.048 --> 00:04:52.127 think that's what the problem is. Oh, that's not what I've been meaning to 00:04:52.160 --> 00:04:58.245 do at all, and I really am sorry that that's how you feel, and I am upset 00:04:58.278 --> 00:05:02.486 and it's probably coming off that I'm upset and I haven't been saying 00:05:02.519 --> 00:05:07.937 exactly what I mean because I don't know what I feel. And I know that 00:05:07.970 --> 00:05:11.995 that's probably frustrating. 00:05:12.028 --> 00:05:14.856 I just, 00:05:14.889 --> 00:05:19.346 I. 00:05:19.379 --> 00:05:21.467 No 00:05:21.500 --> 00:05:26.426 Uh 00:05:26.459 --> 00:05:34.459 Yeah 00:06:23.600 --> 00:06:31.600 And 00:06:49.829 --> 00:06:57.829 you. 00:06:57.980 --> 00:07:05.980 In 00:07:37.709 --> 00:07:45.709 the 00:07:48.170 --> 00:07:56.170 I Big 00:08:39.609 --> 00:08:42.385 Yeah. 00:08:42.418 --> 00:08:46.086 I think we're both crazy, really. 00:08:46.119 --> 00:08:52.769 She gets on stage and makes jokes, and I get on stage and I shut my mouth. 00:08:53.570 --> 00:08:55.570 She looked at me 00:08:56.450 --> 00:08:59.427 the way that I looked at her and I never really told her, but I had tunnel 00:08:59.460 --> 00:09:03.297 vision when I looked at her. I remember this one time in particular, I 00:09:03.330 --> 00:09:09.255 think it was like our 4th or 5th anniversary, where she gave me a set of 00:09:09.288 --> 00:09:13.696 things. She gave me this book of photographs that she took of me with 00:09:13.729 --> 00:09:19.025 violets in the center of the photographs and these two. 00:09:19.058 --> 00:09:21.946 Two couple bruises. 00:09:21.979 --> 00:09:27.976 One was heart-shaped on my inner thigh and the other one was violet. 00:09:28.009 --> 00:09:33.686 I remember thinking which one. I want to keep the longest, would it be the 00:09:33.719 --> 00:09:38.057 photographs and the violets, or would it be the bruises? 00:09:38.090 --> 00:09:45.096 So I stick my thumb into the core of the. Bru 00:09:45.129 --> 00:09:53.025 Press down on To keep the life span Uh 00:09:53.058 --> 00:10:01.058 And wait for. 00:12:14.558 --> 00:12:16.558 Yeah.