WEBVTT 00:01:20.930 --> 00:01:22.930 I was arrested for domestic abuse. 00:01:25.948 --> 00:01:31.936 At least your dress is pretty, but mine's better. 00:01:31.969 --> 00:01:39.647 The cops zip tied me. That's you make horrible decisions. I'm better than 00:01:39.680 --> 00:01:43.986 you. I'm I'm better than you. 00:01:44.019 --> 00:01:52.019 No, I 00:02:11.599 --> 00:02:14.446 The 00:02:14.479 --> 00:02:22.479 Yeah. 00:02:33.849 --> 00:02:36.376 Well 00:02:36.409 --> 00:02:43.467 Look in his eyes 00:02:43.500 --> 00:02:51.500 I pray 00:03:08.909 --> 00:03:16.909 And 00:03:26.379 --> 00:03:29.245 Yeah 00:03:29.278 --> 00:03:34.936 To the tonight you mean or? Yeah, the stuff I talked to you about 3 times 00:03:34.969 --> 00:03:37.536 , 00:03:37.569 --> 00:03:43.786 um. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I can, I can come, 00:03:43.819 --> 00:03:47.386 yeah, it's a big deal and I. 00:03:47.419 --> 00:03:51.987 Really nervous about it and I'm when you there, not that, not that I'm not 00:03:52.020 --> 00:03:56.975 nervous about. Other things with us lately, but it was still make me feel 00:03:57.008 --> 00:04:01.156 better. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, what do you mean? What do you mean? 00:04:01.189 --> 00:04:09.189 It's just, it's, I'm tired of of the way that things are with us, uh, OK. 00:04:09.439 --> 00:04:12.077 I don't know how to respond to that. What are you what are you trying to 00:04:12.110 --> 00:04:17.486 tell me? I just feel like you're constantly. Just playing these games with 00:04:17.519 --> 00:04:19.736 me that. 00:04:19.769 --> 00:04:23.317 know how to respond to. I don't know what you mean by playing these games 00:04:23.350 --> 00:04:31.036 , I, I don't do that. I, I'm pretty straightforward with you, uh. I'm 00:04:31.069 --> 00:04:34.757 always there for you, so, uh, this is, this is pretty exciting for me to 00:04:34.790 --> 00:04:39.437 hear from you actually. Uh, I, I don't know what you want from me anymore. 00:04:39.470 --> 00:04:43.836 You're constantly manipulating my words, manipulating me, making me feel 00:04:43.869 --> 00:04:47.757 bad about anything. I, I, I, I don't know what you want from me anymore, I 00:04:47.790 --> 00:04:51.736 think that's what the problem is. Well, that's not what I've been needing 00:04:51.769 --> 00:04:57.507 to do at all, and I really am sorry that that's how you feel, and I am 00:04:57.540 --> 00:05:01.786 upset and it's probably coming off that I'm upset and I haven't been 00:05:01.819 --> 00:05:07.546 saying exactly what I mean because I don't know what I feel. And I know 00:05:07.579 --> 00:05:11.726 that that's probably frustrating. 00:05:11.759 --> 00:05:14.586 I just, 00:05:14.619 --> 00:05:19.026 I. 00:05:19.059 --> 00:05:25.187 No 00:05:25.220 --> 00:05:27.346 Oh 00:05:27.379 --> 00:05:35.379 Mhm. 00:06:15.119 --> 00:06:23.119 I 00:06:58.298 --> 00:07:06.298 In 00:07:37.459 --> 00:07:45.459 the 00:07:47.129 --> 00:07:55.129 I 00:08:39.320 --> 00:08:42.135 Yeah. 00:08:42.168 --> 00:08:45.826 I think we're both crazy, really. 00:08:45.859 --> 00:08:52.499 She gets on stage and makes jokes, and I get on stage and I shut my mouth. 00:08:53.298 --> 00:08:55.298 She looked at me 00:08:56.178 --> 00:08:59.167 the way that I looked at her and I never really told her, but I had tunnel 00:08:59.200 --> 00:09:03.025 vision when I looked at her. I remember this one time in particular, I 00:09:03.058 --> 00:09:08.986 think it was like our 4th or 5th anniversary, where she gave me a set of 00:09:09.019 --> 00:09:13.427 things. She gave me this book of photographs that she took of me with 00:09:13.460 --> 00:09:18.765 violets in the center of the photographs and these two. 00:09:18.798 --> 00:09:21.686 Two couple bruises. 00:09:21.719 --> 00:09:27.717 One was heart-shaped on my inner thigh and the other one was violet. 00:09:27.750 --> 00:09:33.427 I remember thinking which one. I want to keep the longest, would it be the 00:09:33.460 --> 00:09:37.677 photographs and the violets, or would it be the bruises? 00:09:37.710 --> 00:09:44.866 So I stick my thumb into the core of the. Bruises 00:09:44.899 --> 00:09:49.407 Press down on To keep the lifespan 00:09:49.440 --> 00:09:52.755 Uh 00:09:52.788 --> 00:10:00.788 And waiting for. 00:11:25.288 --> 00:11:33.288 Yeah. 00:12:14.219 --> 00:12:16.219 Yeah.