WEBVTT 00:00:05.650 --> 00:00:07.650 OK. 00:00:40.048 --> 00:00:42.307 Now, 00:00:42.340 --> 00:00:46.917 Someone's coming on Monday. 00:00:46.950 --> 00:00:53.097 I'm nervous that 00:00:53.130 --> 00:00:59.967 Someone's coming on Tuesday. 00:01:00.000 --> 00:01:08.000 But I'm scared 00:01:09.959 --> 00:01:17.959 coming in on Wednesday. 00:01:21.799 --> 00:01:26.775 that 00:01:26.808 --> 00:01:34.808 But I'm nervous. 00:01:36.838 --> 00:01:39.805 Yeah 00:01:39.838 --> 00:01:44.275 Yeah. 00:01:44.308 --> 00:01:48.415 I'm nervous that, 00:01:48.448 --> 00:01:52.326 but I'm flattered that. 00:01:52.359 --> 00:01:58.477 I'm, I'm nervous. That I may not be able to fill this role, that I may not 00:01:58.510 --> 00:02:04.697 be able to fill this role, but I'm flattered. That the family asked me to 00:02:04.730 --> 00:02:09.577 do this, that the family ask. 00:02:09.610 --> 00:02:12.055 So, uh, 00:02:12.088 --> 00:02:15.005 what I do. 00:02:15.038 --> 00:02:23.038 What I, uh, what I go ahead and do is I put on the Santa suit. And I go 00:02:23.278 --> 00:02:30.316 outside and I go to the front door and I say, oh. Merry Christmas and 00:02:30.349 --> 00:02:35.396 Charlotte 00:02:35.429 --> 00:02:42.017 and I go outside and I go to the front door and I say, ho ho ho. Merry 00:02:42.050 --> 00:02:47.816 Christmas and Charlotte Jane. 00:02:47.849 --> 00:02:55.237 So I go outside and I go to the front door and I say. Oh Merry Christmas 00:02:55.270 --> 00:03:00.036 and Charlotte Jane. 00:03:00.069 --> 00:03:06.696 So I go outside and I go to the front door and I say, ho ho ho. Merry 00:03:06.729 --> 00:03:13.975 Christmas and Charlotte Jane comes running up to me and she's really 00:03:14.008 --> 00:03:16.077 excited 00:03:16.110 --> 00:03:24.110 and I take over by the Christmas tree. And I sit on my lap and I ask her, 00:03:25.069 --> 00:03:31.305 have you been a good girl, Charlotte Jane? And 00:03:31.338 --> 00:03:34.025 what do you 00:03:34.058 --> 00:03:37.636 want for Christmas? 00:03:37.669 --> 00:03:42.555 Charlotte Jane 00:03:42.588 --> 00:03:46.475 And then it hits me. 00:03:46.508 --> 00:03:50.835 I'm this 20 year old kid in a Santa suit and there's this 40 year old 00:03:50.868 --> 00:03:58.868 woman on my knee. Who absolutely believes that I'm Santa. 00:03:59.069 --> 00:04:07.069 And I'm not some piece of tea. It's wild 00:04:08.250 --> 00:04:15.217 Flip the. 00:04:15.250 --> 00:04:20.656 You. 00:04:20.689 --> 00:04:28.689 If not now, when, if not now, when, if not now, when, if not now, when? 00:04:40.569 --> 00:04:43.637 And her mother 00:04:43.670 --> 00:04:49.007 Is serving us these these Christmas cookies. 00:04:49.040 --> 00:04:57.040 And he and I are talking about the wrongs. And the rights. 00:04:57.889 --> 00:05:02.846 Of suicide bombing. 00:05:02.879 --> 00:05:10.236 And we become To the same conclusion that 00:05:10.269 --> 00:05:18.116 We both want what's best. 00:05:18.149 --> 00:05:26.149 Or what's good 00:05:26.389 --> 00:05:34.389 Or what's best 00:05:34.829 --> 00:05:42.829 Or what's good. 00:05:44.189 --> 00:05:52.189 What's best 00:05:52.488 --> 00:05:58.765 What's good? 00:05:58.798 --> 00:06:06.798 Because we all want what's best. Don't we? 00:06:12.459 --> 00:06:14.486 Now 00:06:14.519 --> 00:06:20.805 she wanted. 00:06:20.838 --> 00:06:28.838 and at the time she was naked naked. 00:06:28.988 --> 00:06:34.877 And the stress, it just, it just said yes to at the time she born that she 00:06:34.910 --> 00:06:41.757 was or it could have been. When they take Naked naked. 00:06:41.790 --> 00:06:48.836 It's too real. It was. It was someone else, someone who was gonna be uh. 00:06:48.869 --> 00:06:56.296 have been But, but naked naked she's she's too naked. It's, it's too real. 00:06:56.329 --> 00:07:02.197 It was too real. It was to someone else, someone who is not me, she's a 00:07:02.230 --> 00:07:08.697 bad or evil person or shame. It's just that naked. 00:07:08.730 --> 00:07:12.765 It's not me, 00:07:12.798 --> 00:07:20.798 uh, someone she me or 00:07:21.988 --> 00:07:24.250 or evil person not shame. It's just that person that shame she's naked. She's too naked and she. Could you please put the dress. 00:07:28.329 --> 00:07:33.736 Could you please put the dress back on? Could you please put the dress 00:07:33.769 --> 00:07:41.769 back on? 00:07:58.939 --> 00:08:06.895 Yeah. 00:08:06.928 --> 00:08:14.928 Yeah. 00:08:24.608 --> 00:08:28.757 Yeah 00:08:28.790 --> 00:08:30.866 Yeah. 00:08:30.899 --> 00:08:37.297 Yeah. 00:08:37.330 --> 00:08:45.330 Yeah. 00:08:51.849 --> 00:08:55.047 Yeah. 00:08:55.080 --> 00:08:58.917 Yeah. 00:08:58.950 --> 00:09:06.196 Yeah. 00:09:06.229 --> 00:09:14.229 Yeah. 00:09:27.038 --> 00:09:35.038 Yeah. 00:09:42.908 --> 00:09:48.287 Yeah. 00:09:48.320 --> 00:09:56.320 Uh, 00:10:12.719 --> 00:10:20.719 She 00:10:28.200 --> 00:10:36.200 That's good. 00:10:39.149 --> 00:10:43.217 What's best? 00:10:43.250 --> 00:10:49.096 Yeah 00:10:49.129 --> 00:10:57.129 Well that's good. 00:11:00.269 --> 00:11:02.668 What's best?